listless

not feeling

so 

much 

of a 

muchness

anymore

I can't 

fake the

connections

I won't

have the 

discussions

my 

thoughts

outdated 

my 

words

a dead language 

rabidly 

stabbing at 

tabloid typos

am i

losing 

you?

writing

with

red ink 

on the

arms

of my t-shirt

buy 

the milk

or pay the rent

 Rene ~ 2013